todays drama

almost beat up a girl today. dont have time to write the whole thing, but heres a summary of what happened:

And I told her to stop being rude to the bus driver for being late all the time because it embarrasses me and I don’t think he deserves to get nagged at. He’s only human, and he’s trying to make a living.

She said basically "it shouldn’t embarrass you that I’m saying that."

So I walked away because

That was all yesterday

Then me, Nya and Mary walked to the bus stop after we got back to Burlington

We were all discussing how rude molly was

And how she puts up fronts for people to think she’s cool

So Mary was talking as well

But then her mom came to pick her up

So this morning I got on my bus and molly's like "you want to kick my ass huh?"

And I said yes

But it’s fucked up because nobody else was there for the conversation besides Mary

And I know Nya wouldn’t tell

Because she’s my best friend

So Mary had to of said something, otherwise molly wouldn’t have known; so she started drama

But I told molly I did want to hurt her because she was being disrespectful to me but refused to apologize, and because she puts up acts for different people

She was like "I don’t understand why me yelling at the bus driver embarrasses you, so I won’t apologize"

And I said "I don’t want to have issues with any of my friends molly, the fact of the matter is that you are rude to our bus driver and it embarrasses me because I don’t want him to think badly of all Burlington kids"

And then we left it at that

Then today I was talking about how I felt bad for retarted kids

And if I could I would put them out of their misery because nobody is ever going to stop making fun of them

And I said it in a kind of joking way, but people know that I don’t actually want to kill mentally challenged kids, I actually feel horrible that everyone laughs at them for something they can’t help.

I just say rash things

Mary then told molly (who has a retarted brother) that I said that

I was late for the bus, but still got on. molly and Mary were talking shit about me when they were waiting for the bus to come and my best friend Nya heard it all because molly was saying it loud to piss Nya off

When I got on the bus, Nya told me that

And I wigged out on molly and she did the same

what a fucking crazy day <3