this morning my father and sister were arguing a bit which happens sometimes; theres nothing i can do about it so it usually doesnt bother me too much. the only thing that's different was today, my sister was being particularly nasty to him. i dont understand how he can put up with it all, if i were him getting told to shut up and mind my own business by my own daughter i would probably be knocking her teeth out with a tire iron. basically, this morning, she decided to bitch about the apartment he lives in (which isnt really that bad) and complain about when he's going to move out of it. after about 20 minutes of just taking it, he finally tried to stop it by explaining how he got screwed out of a lot of money in his divorce with our mother. i already knew all of this, but it still made me feel sort of bad about the whole living situation.
there was also a small arguement about how i used to raise hell on his weekends as well. i know that i used to do that, but my reasons were significantly different than hers. she just waked up and screams at everyone, whereas when dad and i used to fight it usually started over something that my sister and i did; and me being the older one gets all the heat for it. what this all comes down to is that i never talked to my father like she does. if i had, i would have gotten my ass kicked; and i dont like being compared to my sister. shes unreasonably bitchy, and over all, she's just fucking rude. i can honestly understand why so many children in this country get beaten by their parents.
for the rest of this weekend, i will not be going and hanging out with my friend at the mall, and i will not be going over to my other friends house to watch movies. dissapointing as it may be, it might just be what i need. i'm probably going to call one of my older friends and see if she can hang out and drive me to dorset street to get a ticket to see *the show*. if i can go to it, i'll be fucking psyched!!!!! ehmmm..... i lost three pounds this week on my new diet.
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