Jesus tap-dancing Christ, the past few weeks have been hectic. basically i got my computer taken away for a while and haven't been able to write, but i'm back now and hope to be blogging more regularly.
i don't really know exactly how much i should be putting out there about myself, but this is my own thing, so i'm going to say what i want to.a few weeks ago, when i created this blog, i was at the end of a relapse. the drugs i used don't matter; the people i was using with don't matter either; all that matters now is that i am sober, and have been for just over two weeks, and i'm pretty fucking proud of myself.
i go to Narcotics Anonymous (NA) meeting regularly to help me be the person i want to be. the reason that i'm bringing this up is because i am the youngest person in the rooms, and i often find myself wondering why i bother going. i know that i have a lot of friends in those rooms, but i cant help but feel like i don't belong there.
thats my speal about NA.
February vacation is almost at an end -as i have one day left- and it has been rather eventful for me. between hanging out, sneaking out, making out, making love and making friends & memories; I've been extremely occupied so i'm gonna go ahead and call this past week a success.
another part of my exciting life is that i have a few outpatient programs that i go to on a regular basis, one of which is called centerpoint. tonight me and my friend went to the Davis center at the University of Vermont to visit with some students in recovery. i won't lie, i had a good time. where else would i be allowed to drink 6 cans and a two liter of diet coke all to myself. only one thing went sour during the visit, and that was that two people said that i was being offensive, which i found rather offensive, considering that four minutes prior the three of us were discussing how a dirty mind is a terrible thing to waste. people are fucking dumb, but whatever...................
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