February 28, 2011

Jesus tap-dancing Christ, the past few weeks have been hectic. basically i got my computer taken away for a while and haven't been able to write, but i'm back now and hope to be blogging more regularly.

i don't really know exactly how much i should be putting out there about myself, but this is my own thing, so i'm going to say what i want to.a few weeks ago, when i created this blog, i was at the end of a relapse. the drugs i used don't matter; the people i was using with don't matter either; all that matters now is that i am sober, and have been for just over two weeks, and i'm pretty fucking proud of myself.

i go to Narcotics Anonymous (NA) meeting regularly to help me be the person i want to be. the reason that i'm bringing this up is because i am the youngest person in the rooms, and i often find myself wondering why i bother going. i know that i have a lot of friends in those rooms, but i cant help but feel like i don't belong there.
thats my speal about NA.

February vacation is almost at an end -as i have one day left- and it has been rather eventful for me. between hanging out, sneaking out, making out, making love and making friends & memories; I've been extremely occupied so i'm gonna go ahead and call this past week a success.

another part of my exciting life is that i have a few outpatient programs that i go to on a regular basis, one of which is called centerpoint. tonight me and my friend went to the Davis center at the University of Vermont to visit with some students in recovery. i won't lie, i had a good time. where else would i be allowed to drink 6 cans and a two liter of diet coke all to myself. only one thing went sour during the visit, and that was that two people said that i was being offensive, which i found rather offensive, considering that four minutes prior the three of us were discussing how a dirty mind is a terrible thing to waste. people are fucking dumb, but whatever...................

welcome

my name is Angus Purvee. i am a teenager growing up in north america; furthermore i am a teenager growing up in Burlington, Vermont. the first thing about me that you should know is that i'm gay. if you disagree with this, or don't believe in homosexuality, or even pick on gay boys/girls; you might want to not read my blog because "i don't believe that you kind of people deserve to know someone like me"

now that we've gotten that out of the way; i live a pretty normal life, but i do have (as Christofer Drew Ingle would call it) Bigcitydreams. i am attending a school for cosmetics because i would like to make something of myself, and i enjoy making people look their best. this is my first day blogging, and i do intend to blog every day for the next few months at least. here is a picture of me.